Do you know that feeling? You want to achieve something so badly, but no matter how often you try, you keep failing.
Each time you tell yourself, “This time I’ll do it!” and maybe you do, for a while. But eventually, you fall back into old patterns. Again.
You feel worthless because it keeps happening. Again. And again.
But take a deep breath. As long as you're alive, anything is still possible.
I’ve lived the journey from rock bottom to rising strong and that’s why I know you can too.
The secret?
The incredible power of your mind.

🔥 Section 1: My Journey – From the Shadows
Before I show you how to rewire your brain and update yourself into a new version, I want to share my own story.
Not to shock you but to show you that no matter where you start, success is always possible.
As a child, I lived mostly in my own little world. I was a late bloomer, walking, potty training, understanding basic things at school, it all came slowly. In kindergarten, I didn’t really grasp what was going on. And in primary school, I struggled a lot. I repeated years multiple times, thinking that was just normal.
At six, I was diagnosed with autism back in the ‘90s, when barely anyone understood what that meant.
My father refused to accept it. He didn’t want a “broken” child. To him, I just had to be normal. So I wasn’t allowed to be myself.
Eventually, I was sent to special education, finally a place where I could learn, grow, and just be me. But even that was against my father's will.
🥀 Section 2: Lost in the System
At nine, I was forced to spend most of my time outside “being a kid,” as my father put it.
But soon, being outside turned into surviving.
In secondary school, I often had to sleep on the streets. I had an official address with my dad, but he didn’t allow me inside.
Technically, I wasn’t homeless. But emotionally? I was completely alone.
A school counselor noticed what was going on, and thanks to their help, I was placed in a boarding school.
It was the first time I felt safe. I had my own room. My own space. A little bit of peace.
Later, I lived with my grandparents, then moved in with my mother. But by then, I was tired of life.
For years, I struggled with suicidal thoughts and made multiple attempts. My past was heavy: abuse, violence, emotional wounds. I felt broken beyond repair.
🌑 Section 3: The Breaking Point
At 18, I officially became an adult.
But I was drowning.
I spiraled even deeper on my own.
One day, after an overdose painkillers, I ended up in a psychiatric ward, ten days in a coma.
When I woke up, I didn’t even know who I was anymore.
That was the moment I realized something had to change.
🌅 Section 4: Climbing Back
I found love.
I became a mother.
I built a family.
But even then, the darkness never really left me.
I needed help but I was terrified to ask. I had learned to survive on my own.
That silence ended up costing me dearly: my relationship, my energy, years of my life.
It wasn’t until I was 30 and back in a mental health center that I finally received the support I had needed all along.
🌟 Section 5: Where I Am Today
I’m 32 now.
Still healing.
Still growing.
But finally… finally becoming myself.
The road wasn’t easy. But what I’ve learned is this:
Everyone carries a story. Everyone has a backpack full of battles.
And still.. You are not broken.
You are not worthless.
As long as you’re breathing, you still have a chance.
You have dreams.
You have power.
And if no one ever told you this: You can do this.
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